It's burning a hole in your pocket. But you won't pull it out and stock it away. Lack of self control won't concede as you spend frivolously. Seemingly, you get to a point that your impulses have created repulsive actions leaving you with no traction. Heaving you down a road of uncertainty, The only relief is your next check. And once again, you lose control and wreck.
"It's not extra money. It's your futures money."