My daughter running relentlessly around. I want to calm my mind down and interact but my thoughts are under attack, or are they already contained? I don't know. I'm trying to focus but my will is not supplying. I wish they would comply so maybe I could rely on my self-control like I should be able to but… It's the trying that makes me stronger. It's having the mental initiative to change my mind from auto pilot to flying myself. That will build my supply so I can rely on myself like I should be able to. Like I want to, like I'm supposed to do.
“You have to want to change yourself.”