You messed up again. Decision taking you backwards and the water is at your knees making it hard to move forward. You reach and reach but your feet are in concrete of doubt. No one will hear you, no need to shout. But if you just did without, you'd be around this obstacle but your judgement clouded your mind, blinding your vision. Relax, find the road, even if you got to back track.
“You can't get move forward in life until you realize you're going the wrong way.”