You want it but it's not around. You hear something, but it's not that sound. Tumbling the dirt hoping it's found. Doping your mind to believe it's necessary to fight time, your advocery. You're tired when you find your prize, as you realize that patience would have made your inevitable wait easier to take it you would've had the patience to wait.
"Waiting is the hardest part."
It happens to us all. We get comfortable and stall, hit a wall full of bricks. Time ticks and you miss your stop, flop on the opportunity to learn. As time continues, you yearn for the knowledge to keep going but you weren't there for the showing. Now your stuck, not because of luck, but lack of understanding.
"Never stop learning. You can't move forward other wise."
You've had good times. Great mood stabilizer when your hanging out. But deep down, you don't know what they're really about. How do they treat other people? What if they are full of fables?You vision a future with them in it, no doubt. but you still should leave room for doubt. Have they cried their feelings out to you? Would you rely on them with your darkest secrets? Don't forget, not everyone is legit.
"It takes a long time to truly know somebody."
You are afraid of all the steps, upsets, failures, and resets. You find yourself walking in circles, talking yourself into believing your making progress yet you feel the truth is stocking you. You're afraid of it. But if you don't try you won't succeed. All you reach is regretting of self-defeat. You need to accept, yearn for the steps, upsets, failures, and resets. That is what creates success.
"If something is hard then it's probably worth it."