It intrigues you and bothers you. You want to retaliate, be spiteful and delegate your attention to the frivolous fight. When you're done, win or lose, you realize you've hung your own noose. You could have avoided it by ignoring it but you joined in the rescue of your feelings. You've made little progress, stealing your own time even though leaving it alone would have been fine.
“You don’t win by meeting any kind of negativity head-on.”
You wonder, when is it gonna be my time? Your wanting to shine but life is keeping you down. It won't help you dig your way out. You shout and shout but are still left behind. But what should life do for you? Can life do anything at all? It isn't life's fault when you fall. It's your job to crawl, scrape, dig, and fight your way to the top. Life will throw its pops but it doesn't mean you have to drop. It's your job not to stop. Not life's to flop.
"Life doesn't owe you anything, but you, owe yourself everything."
You're finding yourself in the same situation. Blame this and that instead of your mental habitat. Looking right in front of you, why isn't life easy. Won't throw you a bone while your sights a stone throw away. Realizing in hindsight that you were not guiding yourself properly. It's a monopoly against you, looking for the next win. When your mindset is consistent with the masses, choices run thin. Look ahead, and respect the choices your decision making creates for you. Just know where you want to be. Even if it is something you can't see.
"Set your sites higher than your eyes can see."
They won't do it alone. Your feelings won't change with the seasons or fall when they're dead. We have to be willing to let our feelings fall from the ceiling. Brush it off our shoulder and welcome the change of seasons even without reason. Grow with the knowledge that life brings. Let your doubts, fears, and tribulations fall, flower again come spring. Don't by them, be bound, but rather, like a new season be found by the light and bloom.
"Be like a tree and let the dead leaves drop and welcome a new."
You really want it. Silly but it won't leave you alone. Believe in yourself, try hard, cause if you don't you won't have it anyway. If you just stay, afraid of the outcome, you'll never have your day. If you don't try, then don't cry. You did nothing to be consoled from defeat. Learn from it and believe. Succeed not retreat.
"If you won't fight for what you want, don't cry for what you lose."
It happens every four years. Tears of joy or defeat will feel the hearts of the people. But only to the ones that went that far. Cared enough to put a name on that card. Some people won't try but will still cry. Do they have a say without casting thier thought that day. Not brought themselves for support but rather chose the option to abort. Being taught at a young age to show support will help our country speak as a whole and not a half.
"Teach your kids the importance of voting."